“处男杀手”自白书曝光 自称被暗恋女孩伤害.

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　　“处男杀手”自白书曝光 自称被暗恋女孩伤害

　　EXCLUSIVE - the reason why the virgin killer hates all women

　　The model blamed by virgin killer Elliot Rodger for his hatred of women is &aposabsolutely devastated&apos that she has been linked to the massacre, her father revealed today.

　　Stunning blonde Monette Moio &aposteased and ridiculed&apos Rodger after they met at school, sparking his vendetta against female kind, he claimed in his rambling 141-page manifesto.

　　Enacting his &aposrevenge&apos, he stabbed three friends to death at his home bore shooting dead two sorority sisters and another male student in Santa Barbara on Friday.

　　But now Monette&aposs father, Hollywood stuntman John Moio, has dended his daughter, saying it is ridiculous to even suggest she played a part in Rodger&aposs spiral into a mass murderer.

　　Speaking from his home in West Hills, California, he told MailOnline: &aposShe was ten years old for God&aposs sake - she can barely remember the guy. He&aposs a sociopath. She hasn&apost seen him since school.&apos

　　&aposShe&aposs devastated over the whole thing,&apos he went on. &aposIt&aposs like she&aposs being implicated in this terrible tragedy for something she hasn&apost done and can&apost remember.&apos

　　He added that Rodger&aposs claims that Monette had &aposteased&apos him were impossible.

　　&aposHow is a ten-year-old girl going to bully a 12-year-old boy?&apos he asked. &aposMaybe the girls she hung around with did poke fun at him, but they were kids.

　　&aposMy daughter was not a bully, she&aposs one of the sweetest people you could ever meet. She probably rejected his aggressive advances. If you want to call that bullying then fine.&apos

　　Mr Moio added that he and his daughter only remember Rodger as a &aposstrange kid&apos.

　　&aposHe was weird then and he&aposs weird now,&apos he said. &aposHe had a secret crush on her, but she was completely unaware of him. She had no idea... If you think about it, he could have killed her, he could have come after her.

　　&aposI was hands on at that school and I don&apost remember him. She just remember that he was a strange kid, she knew he wasn&apost a normal type person, but there are a lot of people like that at that age.&apos

　　But he added that his sympathy was with Rodger&aposs parents - who alerted the police to the manifesto after they received a copy - and for the six young victims. He also had some sympathy for the killer.

　　&aposI also feel sorry for him because he obviously wasn&apost getting the proper help,&apos he said. &aposFrom what I understand he was receiving psychological help two years bore he met my daughter. I am not here to judge anyone.&apos

　　He added: &aposMy heart goes out to the victims&apos families. God bless them.&apos

　　Rodger, son of Hunger Games assistant director Peter Rodger, regularly visited 54-year-old Mr Humphreys’ home for barbecues and briended Maddy.

　　In his manifesto he wrote: &aposThis girl who was my friend, would eventually come to represent everything I hate and despise; everything that is against me, and everything that I&aposm against. I was playing innocently with this girl, in the manner that all children play. We even took baths together; it was the only time in my life that I would see a girl my age naked.&apos

　　The two stayed in touch through their families until August last year when she went to his house for dinner. He later stalked her on Facebook and concluded that she and her friends at the University of Southern California were &aposspoiled.&apos

　　He wrote: &aposI would take great delight in torturing and flaying her and every single one of her spoiled, obnoxious, evil friends.&apos Rodger, who had Asperger&aposs Syndrome, emailed his manifesto to his parents and his psychiatrist bore going on the rampage in Santa Barbara.

　　First he stabbed to death his fellow students Weihan Wang, 20, and Cheng Yuan Hong, 20, at their shared apartment. The body of another student, George Chen, 19, was also found there.

　　His next victims were Veronica Weiss, 19, and Katherine Cooper, 22, both shot outside a student house near the campus.

　　He then drove in his black BMW 3 Series to a grocery store and opened fire, killing his sixth victim, English major Christopher Michael-Martinez, 20.

　　In his manifesto, Rodger had launched a scathing attack on the women he met throughout his life, saying he did not understand why they did not find him attractive. His hatred started with Monette, he said.

　　&aposThe way I was treated by girls at this time, especially by that evil b**** sparked an intense fear of girls,&apos he wrote.

　　&aposThe funny part of this is that I had a secret crush on Monette. She was the first girl I ever had a crush on, and I never admitted it to anyone.

　　&aposTo be teased and ridiculed by the girl I had a crush on wounded me deeply. The world that I grew up thinking was bright and blissful was all over. I was living in a depraved world, and I didn’t want to accept it.

　　&aposI didn&apost want to give any thought to it. That is why I immersed myself entirely into my online games like World of Warcraft. I felt safe there.&apos

　　Monette&aposs brother, Ashton, is an actor who had a small role in the Hunger Games. In the manifesto, Rodgers also him, lambasting him as one of the &apospopular&apos kids and describing his jealousy at learning he was becoming an actor.

　　Rodger also blamed other girls in the manifesto for his pain, and there is no suggestion that these women share any blame for his heinous crimes.

　　In another show of bitterness, he named another beautiful classmate who he believe he was meant to be going out with throughout college. He said how, like an &aposobsessed stalker&apos, he found her on Facebook.

　　&aposWhat I found shattered my already wounded heart to pieces,&apos he wrote. &aposShe had a boyfriend. Not only that, but her boyfriend was the type of boy I have always hated and despised: a tall, muscular surfer-jock with a buzz cut.

　　&aposAs I looked at all the pictures of the two of them together, I shivered with pure hatred... I wanted to kill both of them, and I was capable of doing it. [The girl] should have been mine, and if I can&apost have her, no one should!&apos

　　He wrote how he fantasized about killing him and forcing her to watch.

　　&aposI dropped my math class immediately after learning that [she] had a boyfriend,&apos he wrote. &aposI couldn&apost look at her beauty anymore, knowing that some punk was able to enjoy having sex with her every day.&apos

　　Soon after, he dropped all of his classes.

　　&aposI didn&apost want to torture myself with going to college and looking at all of those beautiful girls I could never have,&apos he explained. &aposThe only thing I could do was even the score. I wanted to make everyone else suffer just as they made me suffer. I wanted revenge.&apos

　　Rodger, who moved to the U.S. from the U.K. when he was five, also named a British girl he made friends with when he relocated to the Los Angeles area.

　　But he said they grew apart after she became more popular, writing: &aposMy first friend in America had grown up to represent the type of people who have caused me so much pain in my life. She would eventually come to represent everything I hate.&apos

　　The girl&aposs stepfather told MailOnline that he didn&apost want to comment on how she was coping, but added: &aposIt’s tragic, our heart goes to everyone, to the victims and all their families.&apos

　　He also detailed his loathing for the stepdaughter of a family friend who was a year younger than him.

　　&aposMy fear of girls made me keep my distance from [her]. She was a total b**** anyway, and her attitude would only get worse. She is a true representative of everything I hate about women.&apos

　　The women are to talk to the FBI to determine how he turned into a killer, the Mirror reported.

　　He also shared his hate for women in a video posted online called Elliot Rodger&aposs Retribution.

　　He unleashed a tirade about his &aposloneliness, rejection, and unfulfilled desires,&apos and blamed women for prerring &aposobnoxious brutes&apos to him, &aposthe supreme gentleman&apos.

　　&aposI&aposm 22 years old and I&aposm still a virgin. I&aposve never even kissed a girl,&apos he said in the video.

　　&aposCollege is the time when everyone experiences those things such as sex and fun and pleasure. But in those years I&aposve had to rot in loneliness. It&aposs not fair. You girls have never been attracted to me. I don&apost know why you girls aren&apost attracted to me. But I will punish you all for it.&apos

　　He repeatedly promised to &apospunish&apos women and lays out his plan for &aposretribution&apos in the video.

　　&aposI&aposm going to enter the hottest sorority house of UCSB and I will slaughter every single spoilt, stuck-up, blonde s**t that I see inside there.

　　&aposAll those girls that I&aposve desired so much, they would&aposve all rejected me and looked down on me as an inferior man if I ever made a sexual advance towards them,&apos he said.

　　&aposI&aposll take great pleasure in slaughtering all of you. You will finally see that I am, in truth, the superior one. The true alpha male. Yes... After I have annihilated every single girl in the sorority house I will take to the streets of Isla Vista and slay every single person I see there. All those popular kids who live such lives of hedonistic pleasure...&apos

　　On Friday, Rodger, the son of Hunger Games assistant director Peter Rodger, acted upon his threats, killing six people bore shooting himself dead.

　　Weihan Wang, 20, of Fremont, and Cheng Yuan Hong, 20, of San Jose, were both stabbed to death by Rodger on Friday at the apartment they had shared with him.

　　The body of another UCSB student, George Chen, 19, of San Jose, was also found at the apartment, but he did not live there.

　　Rodger then climbed into his SUV and drove towards the Alpha Phi sorority house, where he shot dead Katherine Cooper, 22, and Veronika Weiss, 19.

　　He then got back into his car and drove to a nearby deli, where he opened fire. There, he killed student Chris Michael-Martinez, 20, in an attack that was captured on surveillance footage.

　　The gunman then climbed back into his car and continued to shoot at passersby as he drove, hitting three pedestrians bore he police officers returned fire and shot him in the hip.

　　He tried to escape and knocked down a cyclist, bore he eventually shot himself in the head and smashed into parked cars.

　　When police found his body, he was surrounded by three semi-automatic handguns and nearly 400 rounds of ammunition, which had all been purchased legally.

　　据英国《每日邮报》报道，加州大学圣芭芭拉分校枪击惨案细节进一步曝光，死者身份已全部确定，此外，已经自杀的“处男枪手”埃利奥特·罗杰(《饥饿游戏》副导演之子)在行凶前曾用电子邮件给父母和自己的精神病医生发了一封长达141页的“杀人自白书”，历数一个个令他深恶痛绝的女人。

　　自白书：暗恋者伤我

　　罗杰在自白书中称自己曾暗恋一个漂亮的金发女孩莫内特·莫伊欧(Monette Moio)，却遭到其嘲笑和戏弄，让他心生对女人的憎恨。

　　自白书中，罗杰历数他一生中遇到的女性的“罪行”，称不理解为何她们觉得他没有吸引力。他还点名称自己的怨恨由莫内特首先引起。“当时，女孩们对待我的方式，尤其是那个邪恶的贱女人，引起我对女人的强烈恐惧。”

　　“有趣的是，我曾经暗中恋上莫内特。她是第一个令我坠入情网的女孩，我从来没有告诉过任何人。被我暗恋的人玩弄深深伤害了我。我想象的光明和快乐的世界从此不复存在，我生活在一个卑鄙的世界，这让我不能接受。我不再抱任何幻想。这就是为什么我完全沉溺于《魔兽世界》之类的网络游戏的原因。因为我在游戏里才有安全感。”

　　罗杰在自白书中写道：“这个女孩最终让我对一切事物都充满憎恨和鄙视，我同整个世界都格格不入。我傻傻地被这个女孩玩弄。我们甚至还一起洗过澡，那是我生命中唯一一次看到同龄女孩的裸体。“

　　据悉，两人通过各自的家庭保持接触，直到去年8月女孩来到罗杰家吃饭。之后，罗杰在脸书上偷偷查看她的消息，他得出的结论是，女孩和在南加州大学的朋友被惯坏了。他写道：“我会很高兴折磨她，以及每一个她那些被惯坏、可憎、邪恶的朋友。”

　　父亲喊冤：他是怪小孩

　　罗杰和莫伊欧在小学时认识。对于莫伊欧是引发罗杰屠杀案的原因的说法，女孩父亲约翰·莫伊欧在接受采访时表示很“荒谬”。约翰说：“老天，她当时才10岁，几乎都记不起那个家伙。他是个不喜欢社交的人。自从离开学校后她再也没见过他。”

　　约翰说，罗杰声称被莫伊欧“戏弄”是不可能发生的事情。“一个10岁的女孩怎么能够欺负12岁的男孩?也许她曾经取笑他，但他们当时都还是小孩子啊!我女儿不是个欺凌人的小孩，她会是你见过的最甜蜜的人。她可能曾经拒绝他冒犯性的求爱。如果你说这就是欺负，那也没办法。”

　　约翰说他和女儿只记得罗杰是个“怪小孩”。“他当时很古怪，现在也很古怪，他暗恋我女儿，但我女儿完全没有注意到他。她只记得他是个怪小孩，不是正常类型的人，但在那个年龄有许多那样的小孩。”

　　约翰对罗杰的父母和6名年轻的受害者表达了深深的同情，也对罗杰流露了些许同情，认为患有艾斯伯格综合症的他没有得到适当的帮助。

　　哥哥遭嫉恨

　　莫内特的哥哥阿什顿是个演员，曾在罗杰父亲导演的《饥饿游戏》中扮演一个小角色。就因为他是个走在哪里都受欢迎的人，罗杰对他非常讨厌，在知道他成为演员后，更是心生嫉妒。

　　罗杰还谴责其他女孩给他带来了伤害，自白书提到罗杰另一个漂亮的同班同学，罗杰开始认为他们能在一起。但当他偷偷查看女孩的脸书账号时，他崩溃了。 “我的发现让我已经受伤的心再次破碎。她有了男朋友。不仅如此，他男朋友是我历来所憎恨和看不起的类型：高大，强健。当我查看他们在一起的所有照片时，我憎恨得发抖，我想杀死他们，我也能够这样做。这个女孩本应该属于我，如果我不能得到她，谁也别想得到!”

　　罗杰还写到自己幻想如何杀掉这个男孩，而女孩在一旁观看的场景。得知女孩有男朋友的噩梦后，罗杰放弃了数学课，因为不再想见到女孩的美丽，不久，他放弃了所有课程。“看着所有这些美丽的女孩子，而又不能得到，我不能再受这种折磨。我想让每个人经历他们带给我的痛苦。我要报复!”

　　罗杰还提到他5岁从英国搬到美国后结识的一个英国女孩，但女孩长大后很受欢迎，同他不再联络，让罗杰感到伤心。“我在美国的第一个朋友成为了这样的女人，给我的生活带来巨大伤痛，成为我最终怨恨的女人。”

　　“复仇”走向绝路

　　罗杰在自己拍摄的名为《埃利奥特·罗杰的复仇》的视频中也宣泄了对女性的厌恶。他历数自己如何“孤独，被抛弃，欲望得不到满足”，并将原因归咎于女人不喜欢他。

　　他在视频中说：“我22岁，至今还是处男。我甚至没有亲过女孩。大学本应该经历一些事情，如性、乐趣和愉悦。但在大学的日子里我却孤零零地堕落。这不公平，你们女人从未感觉我有吸引力，我不知道为什么，但我将为此惩罚你们。”

　　他在视频中反复扬言要“惩罚”女人，并列出了“复仇”计划。“我要进到加州大学圣巴巴拉分校最热门的联谊会所，将屠杀我所看到的每一个被宠坏的高傲的金发女郎。我非常渴望得到这些女孩，但她们都会拒绝我，看不起我。我很高兴杀掉你们。你们最终会明白，我其实是澳际的男性。”

　　罗杰先是在自己所在的公寓捅死了3名男生，死者分别为20岁的洪程远(Chengyuan Hong) 20岁的王维汉(Weihan Wang)和19岁的陈乔治(George Chen)，陈乔治并不住在那，尚不清楚他为何当晚会出现在那间公寓。

　　接下来，罗杰开车来到妇女联谊会所门外，并在那里枪杀了22岁的凯瑟琳·库珀和19岁的维罗妮卡·维斯。最后，他驾驶黑色宝马车来到一家食品店，开枪杀死了第六名受害者，20岁的克里斯·迈克尔·马丁内兹。

　　最后，罗杰驾车在校园横冲直撞并开枪射击，撞倒3人，并与赶来的警察交火。后在试图逃跑时撞倒一名骑自行车的人，最终嫌犯自杀，宝马撞上一辆停着的车。警方在车里发现凶手周围有3把半自动手枪和近400发弹药，均为合法购买。